October 11th, 2002


(no subject)

I'm going to be depressed today. I didn't really come to the decision consciously, I just brought it upon myself via my own shy idiocy. I'm going to wallow for a little while. Until I forget that I'm supposed to be depressed.

I had this idea several months ago, and it's come up again. I dislike certain periods of time (weekends are that time now) because being awake during them makes me feel unpleasant. The idea was to buy a stun gun and shock myself in the neck or chest area so I could just sleep through the weekend. I've never been shocked before with one, so I'm not sure how long I could expect to be out for. If anyone's got any data, let me know. Otherwise, I'll just find out the hard way (hopefully without missing class on monday).