I'm just depressed. I think, I'll be fine sometime soon.
on a side note, I've decided to get my dog neutered. I'd decided not to when I bought him as a puppy, because I planned to breed him. But he's just not breeding stock, and his behaviour is _so_ abhorrant that I think it'll be the only way I can keep him. More cost and hassle..
Maybe tomorrow I'll buy a new printer/copier/scanner. I need to get one.